i tot i cant get over this week.
i tot i will jump down frm the window or walk to the lake
(damn negative k)

too many blow too much stress...
my confident level dropped to a phase i never experienced...
my world was so dark... i cant find a light...

but now,
the dark week was passed...
I want to build everthing back.
2 more test waiting for me next week.
and final exAM the following week.

i cant stop fighthing.
it is my life. my world.
and i should not give it up

pray for me. i nid it...