终究留不住你。。。

眼泪一直掉一直掉。。。
想到了你小小的身体，软软的毛。。。
可爱的脸，顽皮的模样，活磞乱跳的你
再也没有了。。。
我多么希望这一切只是一个可怕的噩梦
梦醒了，你还在。。。
还在等着我回家，摇着尾巴，欢迎我的归来。。。
可是，这一切都化为乌有了。
你不在了。
再也不在了。
你走了。。。
我知道你很努力，努力地想活着，努力地想康复。
我知道。。。
一直为你祈祷，希望你能熬过
苦苦挣扎了8天，你还是走了。。。
你怎么舍得。。。怎么能。。。
唯一的遗憾，就是来不及见你最后一面。。。
真的想回家看看你的。。。
因为我的犹豫不决，错过了。。。
如果我回家，你可能会好起来。。。
心理的痛，痛得我快没法呼吸
真的很爱很爱你
可是，我的爱再也唤不回你。。。

家里再也没有一团球钻来钻去了
没有你陪我看电视了
再也没有机会看你装睡
也没了你百变的睡姿
我再也不能和你一起赛跑，笑你的傻，笑你的呆。。。
为你买的香水，再也没用了。
为你买的玩具，也一样。。。
眼泪停不下来
怎么会呢？
yoyo怎么会呢？
你怎么就走了呢？
说好了，要一起过年。
要为你买件可爱的小旗袍，带你去剪剪毛发，修修指甲，美美的过年
不是说好了吗？
你怎么能走了呢？
不是让你好好的等我吗？
怎么能丢下我？

还记得你刚来家里的时候
晚上怕自己在家，大家都回房了
哭了整夜。。。
很心痛，所以决定陪你。。。
晚上便看着书，便看着你。。
刚开始你还会不安的起来看看我有在嘛。。。
看到我了，你就会翻身，安心的继续睡。。。
渐渐的你适应了家里的生活，大家也适应了有你的生活。。。
每个人都那么疼你。。。
给你最好的。。。
陪你玩，逗逗你，成为全家人最大的愉乐。。。
你为这个家带来了好多好多的欢笑，话题都绕着你转。。。
你怎么舍得。。。怎么舍得。。

我知道，你努力过了，我知道。。。
可是，我就是不能不想。。。
心，好痛，好痛。。。
泪水，停不下来。。。
30.1.2010 - 你还是走了。。。
我的爱，我的泪，再也唤不回你。。。
离开，对你来说，可能是一个很好的解脱。。。
愿你在另个世界里，能好好的。。。好好的。。。

泪水，怎么还是停不下来呢。。。

Male' Malaysian

what u think when u read the tittle for this entry???
Good???
not really!
Generous???
maybe few laa...
Gentleman???
bullshit... a BIG No No K

this post is mainly for the "gentleman" part.
2 days of new semester, and I strongly feel
the "un-gentleman" of the male malaysian.
I am not telling ALL male malaysian, but,
I will say, Majority. but almost all for utpians :)

when the lecturers asking for help, either required
computer skill or favour to move something or wat,
U WONT BE ABLE TO SEE ANY MALE' MALAYSIAN STAND UP AND HELP OUT!
Such a big big shame!
usually only international students will help.
>.< wordless.... ok I am lazy to carry on. hungry. time for dinner.

and Yoyo is sick, in a quite bad way. haiz.
pls recover fast2 k ... I will see u in 3 weeks time k...
God bless u.

p/s: maybe not all, but seriously, is majority!!!!

Yoyo

This is Yoyo!
new family member of me!
cute not???
hehe
Yoyo is a Shih Tzu, 4 months old, and
SHE is a girl :)
jz joined my family 2 weeks ago

super active super naughty.
always hungry and never know wat full is :)
know shyt at the right place but pee not
>.<
need more time to train her but sadly I am back in utp
1st puppy that get my mum permission to stay home :)
she should feel very proud :)
she rarely looks cute in pictures but
not doubt that she is super cute when u see her in real :)

gotto force her to take a picture, too active
that's my hand, holding her neck, in a soft way :P

she was busy playing when i took this pict :)

Yoyo is Posing Queen.
she has thousand of sleeping postures that will make u sit down
and watch it for hours.
anywhere,i dunno why it looks ugly from pictures :S
haha

ok done.
Tmoro the 1st day of new sem!
Enjoy it people!
:)

hi people!
I am back in UTP!
2 months hols ended and is time to start the new semester!
how time flies!!!
now Chindian Jan'08 entered the 3rd yr staying in utp!
2nd year in UG studies!
and we are 20 yrs old this year!

feel like using " !!! " so much!!!
it did express lots, isn't?

anywhere,
I pray hard for a brand new great awesome 2nd year!
and I noe u too!

=)

will update soon when i back in utp...

stay tuned

but, i am sad of leaving...

Goodbye 2009. Hello 2010

1st January 2010

一月一日二零一零年

01.01.2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!

wish to have a happy and blessed new year

**cross fingers**

so here are something that i can remember for my 2009:

started my 1st year in my UG studies

screwed my 1st sem and followed by my 2nd sem. haha

Sarawak trip

Sister's wedding

India trip

grandfather' 80th birthday celebration

supreme shopping on the last day of 2009!

and many more... but just forget about it!

let's welcome 2010!!!!